Today ill be posting a quote that really hits home because they are all the things ive done....
 hope you like it....

A shot to kill the pain. A pill to drain the shame. A purge to end the gain. A cut to break the vein. A smoke to ease the crave. A drink to win the game. An addiction is an addiction because it all hurts the same.

 i am not sure who wrote it but its a quote i know all to well. its everything ive done to hurt myself or to help me forget the pain i feel deep inside me. i just have to remind myself that it does get better.... but sometimes its hard to believe...